Tuesday, August 04, 2009
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First, you've got to attack its roots...
12:46:00 AM.
Friday, July 31, 2009
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If you've been following, my sis is now a step closer in reaching her fhm model's dream. Hahahhahaha yeah right, she was chosen and sponsored by cenosis in aiding her to slim down within 3months time. Hahahahaha ok im really seeing result in her, I guess I got to work doubly hard now in achieving my men's health cover boy's dream.
Oh I ate 8 pieces of beh teh saw, countless seeds of durian in just today. On top of that, im eating 2 slices of cakes at such unearthly hour of 4:45a.m.
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Prelim officially starts today. I had better start isolating myself from the world, not worldly world but virtual's. It requires much discipline, which obviously im lacking it. I just hate school. I miss the old batch of 4E1, very much. If only. At times, i should really applaud myself. I didnt know for the past 6months I could actually did that and survive out of it. I just see no sense in doing it. Im that eccentric one. Come on, anyhow this year gonna be better, it had better be - academic wise.
Tomorrow's fop! Im very excited for the word by Rev. Mark Conner and of course True Worshippers! But the other side of me, mixed feelings ah.
And I really love Alfian Sa'at's writing. Its amazing. Was just discussing with Xueyi about him yesterday at the library and both of us just love his way of expressing his writings and thoughts. Many might not agree with me because he's a local poet and true i do agree that many of our local writers actually suck. But Alfian's really among the few. As he touches on more of the heartland's, it gets myself better relating into it. Which is of no illusion but real with authentic details thats happening in our everyday life. Through his writing you just can feel that he's much of a genuine person and of cos a sincere observer of life. Im just impressed by his show-and-tell techniques. You guys should really check out his short stories collection, Corridor and his collection of poetry, A History of Amnesia. Very heartland which you can literally feel for it. Cool ah, and i got to know that he did relief teaching for east view sec years back. If only he came to Junyuan then Ill be able to meet this amazing man!
4:18:00 AM.
Friday, July 24, 2009
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What do you see?
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I just love how cheryl looks in this pic.
Doesnt she exudes the patriotism in her? Haha alright maybe not in real. Forever, her heart is with the west.
Rootlessness.
Are you those who will get emotional upon hearing our very own national theme song? I do. Hahahahahahahah wth
7:38:00 PM.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
This week was a power-packed week. Im loving Pst Troy and Pst Vince. Heheh such wonderful prophetic word by Pst Vince. Im pretty much motivated by it. Ok sidetrack alil, im feeling so bloated now. Been having supper night after night. Just had a frozen yoghurt, mac'd fries with garlic chilliiiii (Hallelujah for its comeback), 85's bar chor mee, sugar cane, cadbury boost, cadbury crunchie, 6 pong pia. Talking abt fat, recently my elder sis were just stressing on how desperately she aspires to become a FHM's model(those hot bods). HAHAHAHA and i was telling her that if she really does, definitely i can be a Men's Health's cover boy already. Maybe i should really aspire to be one since my sis got such great faith. HAHA and i doubt she reads my blog. Oh she even wants to buy a FHM mag yesterday to paste it all over her room to spur her on. Ill keep her in my prayers.
Okay, so this week there's Beyond Camp. I didnt stay for the first night but went for the revival night by Garrett. Camp was held at Orientus Resort at some ulu pandan place in sg. But overall i feel the resort was ok, just seems a lil sleazy -- with all the underground gambling den around and thick cigarette's stench. Went for Pst Troy's revival night on the other night, it was great i must say and of cos a plus point for the inspirational prophecies. Decided to crash the night at Orientus Resort together with Furong. Was kinda fun, it feels more like a holiday than to a camp. Both of us bunked-in with Garrett, Bryce, Hubert and Qiwei. And i shared bed with my beloved Bryce. It feels much like a chalet. Did nothing much but the usual tau-poked that we injured hubert's toe, crazily munching on chips, cup-noodles, bantering, some went for a swim, had my supper with Furong at 7AM. Haha bryce and hubert gave it a missed for their beauty sleep. Only Furong and I was anticipating it but the food turned out to be a real disappointment. Miaow spotted a bug in their scramble eggs.
After that we went back to slp and up we had this food-cross game and during the whole journey we thought our team would grabbed the first place or something cos the food we thought of was really a easy-to-get. However, we came up 4th cos we didnt know many were that brainy as well to get the similar foods. hahahahaaha how confident.
And so yesterday was out for dinner with my sis since she claimed it was TGIF but it doesnt really seems to be one cos outing with them are always boring, only the fact that i dont have to fork out any single cents. Hahaha we just went for dinner at T3's popeye and chilling out at coffeebean. I love their caesar salad.
So today was combined-service, totally love the sermon today. I really think Pst Troy is the man. After that was down to SBC with Eliora to catch a basketball match, was quite a exciting one. And 85 after that for supper together with theng. Im starting to miss Evi and Jiayang alr. A year more to see Evi and a week more to catch Jiayang. Anticipating it.
Okay, so this week there's Beyond Camp. I didnt stay for the first night but went for the revival night by Garrett. Camp was held at Orientus Resort at some ulu pandan place in sg. But overall i feel the resort was ok, just seems a lil sleazy -- with all the underground gambling den around and thick cigarette's stench. Went for Pst Troy's revival night on the other night, it was great i must say and of cos a plus point for the inspirational prophecies. Decided to crash the night at Orientus Resort together with Furong. Was kinda fun, it feels more like a holiday than to a camp. Both of us bunked-in with Garrett, Bryce, Hubert and Qiwei. And i shared bed with my beloved Bryce. It feels much like a chalet. Did nothing much but the usual tau-poked that we injured hubert's toe, crazily munching on chips, cup-noodles, bantering, some went for a swim, had my supper with Furong at 7AM. Haha bryce and hubert gave it a missed for their beauty sleep. Only Furong and I was anticipating it but the food turned out to be a real disappointment. Miaow spotted a bug in their scramble eggs.
After that we went back to slp and up we had this food-cross game and during the whole journey we thought our team would grabbed the first place or something cos the food we thought of was really a easy-to-get. However, we came up 4th cos we didnt know many were that brainy as well to get the similar foods. hahahahaaha how confident.
And so yesterday was out for dinner with my sis since she claimed it was TGIF but it doesnt really seems to be one cos outing with them are always boring, only the fact that i dont have to fork out any single cents. Hahaha we just went for dinner at T3's popeye and chilling out at coffeebean. I love their caesar salad.
So today was combined-service, totally love the sermon today. I really think Pst Troy is the man. After that was down to SBC with Eliora to catch a basketball match, was quite a exciting one. And 85 after that for supper together with theng. Im starting to miss Evi and Jiayang alr. A year more to see Evi and a week more to catch Jiayang. Anticipating it.
4:56:00 AM.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Time-check, its 4:36am now. I just cant seem to sleep or rather i cant and right here i'm wide awake. Okay sorry for this dead space, allow me to resuscitate it. And so i just had a bowl of myojo maggie with an egg, 2 slices of peanut-butter wholemeal bread, 2 slices of wholemeal bread with a sunny-side up. Hallelujah, fat-die-me. But then you know.. sure nothing as shiok beats having a good supper. I should go for a morning jog at the reservoir right after this post.
I have got many pictures to post, this june holidays were rather a packed one.
Just like the CHC morning prayer meeting, ok to be honest im starting to miss it alr. I like the idea of soaking yourself in the midst of thick presence in a early morning with Pst Tan's powerful devotion. I like the one on Confession.
And gosh, I had better start my revision before its too late again. No joke this time.
Went to catch the movie, 'Drag me to hell' last friday together with Jiayang, Eliora and Cheryl @ The Cathay. It was a good one i must say though the story line really sucks. Definitely worth catching. And do you know I have already caught 4 movies in just this month.
First it was Angels and Demons, The Blood, Drag Me to Hell and lastly Ghosts of Girlfriends Past. The Blood definitely not worth your penny, it sucks. The rest was good. So now you know why did I said I must start my revision soon..
Haha yea, and so after movie was chilling out and our usual bantering at Clinic @ Clarke Quay and Starbucks.
Haha and dont be appalled to see how fatigued I was in those pics as I only slept for 30mins that day and I have got to wake up for CHC powerhouse at 4:30am. Hahaha max ah i tell you, but powerhouse was good that day. Pst Tan's the man!
Jiayang were enlisted yesterday morning for his BMT. We're kind of missing his presence alr. And so Sunday night was out spending his so called last 'Night-is-still-young' Hahaha. We met him after his family dinner for a movie again, Ghosts of Girlfriends Past @ The Cathay.
After that was supper @ Geylang for some dim sum.
Lee joined us after that, and she finally passed me my beloved tau sar pia from Penang. HAHAHA and gosh I actually finished the whole box, ok not really cos Eliora ate 2 pieces of them. I think theres 20 pieces in one box, so 2 dont really make any difference as well. Fat-die-me but it was good. Thanks ah lee! And the next day Mom actually bought a box of tau sar pia back and i finished the whole of them. How goodness was that... Some fats really need to be shed.
As you know BMT's 'chow recruits' have got to have their heads shaved. So Cheryl and Eliora actually went to the extend of getting a pair of scissors just to cut Jy's hair before he enlist. Hahahah Jy's the man i tell you, I've never seen such secure guy. But it was a great hairstyle! I pretty like it, to be honest. Hahahaha
Hahahaha so thats Jy for you. After that was over at Jiayang's while waiting for him to pack his stuffs for his big day. And off we go to Pasir Ris in the early morning.
Gab, Qiwei & Chloe were also there to send Jy off.
We then had Mac breakfast @ Whitesands. And the most awesome thing were that Mac's GARLIC CHILI is backkkkkkk!
Time check again: 7:01am
And by far, this is my longest post I have ever blogged.
And it was done at such unearthly hour. Ok time to go jog now.
And please leave some tags to show that there's actually people who still reads my blog. Hahahah bye.
I have got many pictures to post, this june holidays were rather a packed one.
Just like the CHC morning prayer meeting, ok to be honest im starting to miss it alr. I like the idea of soaking yourself in the midst of thick presence in a early morning with Pst Tan's powerful devotion. I like the one on Confession.
And gosh, I had better start my revision before its too late again. No joke this time.
Went to catch the movie, 'Drag me to hell' last friday together with Jiayang, Eliora and Cheryl @ The Cathay. It was a good one i must say though the story line really sucks. Definitely worth catching. And do you know I have already caught 4 movies in just this month.
First it was Angels and Demons, The Blood, Drag Me to Hell and lastly Ghosts of Girlfriends Past. The Blood definitely not worth your penny, it sucks. The rest was good. So now you know why did I said I must start my revision soon..
Haha yea, and so after movie was chilling out and our usual bantering at Clinic @ Clarke Quay and Starbucks.
Haha and dont be appalled to see how fatigued I was in those pics as I only slept for 30mins that day and I have got to wake up for CHC powerhouse at 4:30am. Hahaha max ah i tell you, but powerhouse was good that day. Pst Tan's the man!
Jiayang were enlisted yesterday morning for his BMT. We're kind of missing his presence alr. And so Sunday night was out spending his so called last 'Night-is-still-young' Hahaha. We met him after his family dinner for a movie again, Ghosts of Girlfriends Past @ The Cathay.
After that was supper @ Geylang for some dim sum.
Lee joined us after that, and she finally passed me my beloved tau sar pia from Penang. HAHAHA and gosh I actually finished the whole box, ok not really cos Eliora ate 2 pieces of them. I think theres 20 pieces in one box, so 2 dont really make any difference as well. Fat-die-me but it was good. Thanks ah lee! And the next day Mom actually bought a box of tau sar pia back and i finished the whole of them. How goodness was that... Some fats really need to be shed.
As you know BMT's 'chow recruits' have got to have their heads shaved. So Cheryl and Eliora actually went to the extend of getting a pair of scissors just to cut Jy's hair before he enlist. Hahahah Jy's the man i tell you, I've never seen such secure guy. But it was a great hairstyle! I pretty like it, to be honest. Hahahaha
Hahahaha so thats Jy for you. After that was over at Jiayang's while waiting for him to pack his stuffs for his big day. And off we go to Pasir Ris in the early morning.
Gab, Qiwei & Chloe were also there to send Jy off.
We then had Mac breakfast @ Whitesands. And the most awesome thing were that Mac's GARLIC CHILI is backkkkkkk!
Time check again: 7:01am
And by far, this is my longest post I have ever blogged.
And it was done at such unearthly hour. Ok time to go jog now.
And please leave some tags to show that there's actually people who still reads my blog. Hahahah bye.
7:11:00 AM.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
It has always been a behind closed doors issue, this taboo. Well isnt it the case that forbidden fruit is always the sweetest. However being accepted for what you've chose, will never gonna be easy. I had better not. Many times, its not just about trust alone, but one has to learn about overcoming the fear in them to trust. But how much does trust worth to one?
2:29:00 AM.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
So that was my thursday for you -- visit to the sg flyer and club21 bazaar. I'd say the trip down to the bazaar was quite a fruitful one, other than the fact that you had to say no to the clothes that you like as they were all in jumbo sizes. Thats the problem with bazaar.
And this whole week was all about mt. Im getting pretty sick of it.
Okay Im actually anticipating for monday to arrive, just cant wait to get it over and done with, and of course to ace it lah. Not much of my choice to do so, or not. Its a must. Bye
1:27:00 AM.
Monday, May 11, 2009
I hate it when people start comparing me with their past. What's all the emotional about? Esp when they're forever negative when it comes to facing their lives. I really don't understand. Yes, indeed they've been through alot more than me. But isnt it the case that one should instead be looking forward to their future or rather be thankful for what they have now in their 'present tense'?
In any case, you hate what you're facing now. Then please jolly well change it with your own might.
I've told myself i'm gonna break this chain and eradicate it.
And yes, starting from my generation onwards.
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Both affluence and influence in the market place.
Mentality of stewardship, please.
In any case, you hate what you're facing now. Then please jolly well change it with your own might.
I've told myself i'm gonna break this chain and eradicate it.
And yes, starting from my generation onwards.
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Both affluence and influence in the market place.
Mentality of stewardship, please.
11:04:00 PM.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Seed had been sown in her, a changed of perspective done.
I'm so excited. And i yearn for the day to arrive, i believe it'll happen in no time!
Mom's drawing closer.
What else can i say? Surely it was a great and powerful service or more like a paying tribute time.
And i think Seah is so cool, i wish i've a Dad like him.
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God is good, all the time.
Happy mother's day, Mom!
I'm so excited. And i yearn for the day to arrive, i believe it'll happen in no time!
Mom's drawing closer.
What else can i say? Surely it was a great and powerful service or more like a paying tribute time.
And i think Seah is so cool, i wish i've a Dad like him.
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God is good, all the time.
Happy mother's day, Mom!
11:56:00 PM.
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
不知为什么，突然想用华文来写我的部落各。我觉得还蛮酷的。精通双语的人非常令我感到敬佩，尤其是那些懂得如何善用和能说出个流利的英语和华语。例如：城市丰收的陈一平牧师、Belinda lee、等等。许多人觉得说华文是件非常丢脸的事，觉得仿佛‘低级’了自己。 我对此想法感到失望与愤慨。身为一个华人，不懂得说华语实在太荒唐了。就如日本人不懂得怎么说日语、韩国人不懂得怎么说韩语。是不是会很奇怪？
而且，年终华文O水准也离我越来越近了。虽然这是我第二次上考场，但是还是会感到恐慌。我告诉我自己这次只许成功，不许失败。唉。。我已经浪费很多宝贵的时间了， 也不想再让家人失望。光说是没用的，需要一些行动来证明。 好讨厌我那懒惰的个性。。
何建宏，你得增点气！ 你可是个男生！
最近，我也对某些事感到彻底的失望。也因为这，我也领悟到其实只要你有个权势地位，要说什么、要做什么都行，就算要呼风唤雨也没成问题！一旦失去了那所谓“权势地位”，谁还管你的死活？我真的是轻身领悟到了。。。非常非常的恶心，我只能用‘虚伪’这两个字来形容。
怎么会有如此的人活在这世上呢？
好了，就此搁笔。。。
而且，年终华文O水准也离我越来越近了。虽然这是我第二次上考场，但是还是会感到恐慌。我告诉我自己这次只许成功，不许失败。唉。。我已经浪费很多宝贵的时间了， 也不想再让家人失望。光说是没用的，需要一些行动来证明。 好讨厌我那懒惰的个性。。
何建宏，你得增点气！ 你可是个男生！
最近，我也对某些事感到彻底的失望。也因为这，我也领悟到其实只要你有个权势地位，要说什么、要做什么都行，就算要呼风唤雨也没成问题！一旦失去了那所谓“权势地位”，谁还管你的死活？我真的是轻身领悟到了。。。非常非常的恶心，我只能用‘虚伪’这两个字来形容。
怎么会有如此的人活在这世上呢？
好了，就此搁笔。。。
4:04:00 AM.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Yesterday i was reading the newspaper and one of the articles under straits times home pg b9 caught my attention. its about how your school actually ‘brand’ you. well, in terms of how the world next time would perceived and recognised about you. just by judging the school one used to study in. And some debates going on -- the elite vs. neighbourhood.
For me if i were to given a chance again, ill definitely eliminate the thought of choosing Junyuan Sec as my sch. And thats for sure and if only i knew that i was going to repeat my o's, I'd just simply chose the 5 years route in some better known school im able to apply in. Yes you see that, ‘if only’.
If you asked me why in the first place would I even want to bother on how others look and think about me? I will tell you that its all due to the stereotype world we’re living in. Ok, maybe just Singaporeans. even many of the facebook quizzes tells you so, no? irritating much?
One good example from the article:
“In fact, I was oblivious to this distinction until I joined my current company, where the majority of workers are Singaporeans. One of the first conversation starters was always, “Which school did you go to?”, and never “What work experience do you have?” That second question comes only after I reply to the first: Commonwealth Secondary School.” –Jessica Jaganathan
It was only yesterday in school (before i read the article), when we're told to do a survey regarding Junyuan Secondary and only God knows was i that negative throughout every questions. Btw, I answered them one by one, seriously. Or maybe i'd not be that negative if i were to do that survey last year instead. I just couldnt wait more to just get out of this school and proceed to the next level of my life. Hell to my school's running system and the people. Those ah-bengs-ah-lians or wannabes in my school are really.... no words can describe my thoughts for them. I just pity their parents and myself for being in the same school as them.
I WANT TO GRADUATE NOW, RIGHT NOW. Ok let me first tackle my problem -- laziness
For me if i were to given a chance again, ill definitely eliminate the thought of choosing Junyuan Sec as my sch. And thats for sure and if only i knew that i was going to repeat my o's, I'd just simply chose the 5 years route in some better known school im able to apply in. Yes you see that, ‘if only’.
If you asked me why in the first place would I even want to bother on how others look and think about me? I will tell you that its all due to the stereotype world we’re living in. Ok, maybe just Singaporeans. even many of the facebook quizzes tells you so, no? irritating much?
One good example from the article:
“In fact, I was oblivious to this distinction until I joined my current company, where the majority of workers are Singaporeans. One of the first conversation starters was always, “Which school did you go to?”, and never “What work experience do you have?” That second question comes only after I reply to the first: Commonwealth Secondary School.” –Jessica Jaganathan
It was only yesterday in school (before i read the article), when we're told to do a survey regarding Junyuan Secondary and only God knows was i that negative throughout every questions. Btw, I answered them one by one, seriously. Or maybe i'd not be that negative if i were to do that survey last year instead. I just couldnt wait more to just get out of this school and proceed to the next level of my life. Hell to my school's running system and the people. Those ah-bengs-ah-lians or wannabes in my school are really.... no words can describe my thoughts for them. I just pity their parents and myself for being in the same school as them.
I WANT TO GRADUATE NOW, RIGHT NOW. Ok let me first tackle my problem -- laziness
12:18:00 PM.
Friday, April 24, 2009
HAHAHAHAHAHA was packing my whole stack of notes and past exam scripts that was amounted up since sec 3 the day before. and i actually found this (btw thats my bio's test paper : topic - inheritance):
HAHAHAHAHA pls tell me which dumb people will actually draw that when they asked for a genetic diagram. instead of a punette square! HAHAH and now i find it really dumb and i am totally ashame of myself when i looked through all my past test papers. IT WAS ATROCIOUSLY DONE. like 18/100 for emath? wah history better not repeat, ill die surely die.
mr ang k.s saw me today. as usual, his full of sarcasm but lovinglyyyy look. hahahahhahaha yuck.
he reminded me about our pizzahut deal that i pledged together with sebas early this year - if our l1r4 for midyr obtained below 15, we'll be getting a treat from him. looks like its abit hard now, im full of confidence when i first pledged it. now ah... okkkk at least ill try, i feel theres still hope for it!
and yes i also found this that was written by my mt teacher, ms fang that taught us last year. she's an amazing woman.. too bad she had left the school.
and i really miss the presence of 4e1'08 and chengwei ben they all in sch.. its just so different without them man. 09's batch a good united one, but im still far from blending in with them as much as i do with the 08's.
well i dont bother as much now, thats not my reason to stay back in sch afterall.
i believe this year gonna be a different one. well it better be.
Hey Jude - The Beatles
HAHAHAHAHA pls tell me which dumb people will actually draw that when they asked for a genetic diagram. instead of a punette square! HAHAH and now i find it really dumb and i am totally ashame of myself when i looked through all my past test papers. IT WAS ATROCIOUSLY DONE. like 18/100 for emath? wah history better not repeat, ill die surely die.
mr ang k.s saw me today. as usual, his full of sarcasm but lovinglyyyy look. hahahahhahaha yuck.
he reminded me about our pizzahut deal that i pledged together with sebas early this year - if our l1r4 for midyr obtained below 15, we'll be getting a treat from him. looks like its abit hard now, im full of confidence when i first pledged it. now ah... okkkk at least ill try, i feel theres still hope for it!
and yes i also found this that was written by my mt teacher, ms fang that taught us last year. she's an amazing woman.. too bad she had left the school.
and i really miss the presence of 4e1'08 and chengwei ben they all in sch.. its just so different without them man. 09's batch a good united one, but im still far from blending in with them as much as i do with the 08's.
well i dont bother as much now, thats not my reason to stay back in sch afterall.
i believe this year gonna be a different one. well it better be.
Hey Jude - The Beatles
11:55:00 PM.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
so much for giving my best and be excited for it.
'sorry, it's your responsibility' -- wow how easily to shirk away from.
definitely a problem that lies on the administrating.
mr ryan tan, you're truly a 'durian of my eye' its prickling me!
please suck my toes.
it definitely brought injustice to many. what a successful xcountry, good job.
maybe its time to practise my eng letter writing format, finally now it comes to good use. HAHA yea right
oh and i feel my life right now is all about 报章报导. im getting real sick of it. hallelujahhhhhhhh.
and definitely it dont feels good to hear, read, see whatsoever rergarding how wonderful my friend's orientation camp was...
demoralizing to maxxxxxxxxxxx.
i should have my share in it, in the first place. yea right. blame who lehhhhh. rhetorical.
综上所述，我认为。。。。。。。。。。
bye bye.
'sorry, it's your responsibility' -- wow how easily to shirk away from.
definitely a problem that lies on the administrating.
mr ryan tan, you're truly a 'durian of my eye' its prickling me!
please suck my toes.
it definitely brought injustice to many. what a successful xcountry, good job.
maybe its time to practise my eng letter writing format, finally now it comes to good use. HAHA yea right
oh and i feel my life right now is all about 报章报导. im getting real sick of it. hallelujahhhhhhhh.
and definitely it dont feels good to hear, read, see whatsoever rergarding how wonderful my friend's orientation camp was...
demoralizing to maxxxxxxxxxxx.
i should have my share in it, in the first place. yea right. blame who lehhhhh. rhetorical.
综上所述，我认为。。。。。。。。。。
bye bye.
1:10:00 PM.
Thursday, April 09, 2009
Yasmin Ahmad is so amazing, no?
7:51:00 PM.
Monday, March 09, 2009
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i'm thankful that camera was created.
it captures one historical yet memorable past.
allowing reminiscing to take place in human's mind...
awkwardness, inferiority. i'm blessed.
ignite in me, again?
1:40:00 AM.
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